My Ramblings

  The struggles of life and having to live the consequences of past decisions made...



  The difficulty is in realizing that you had perhaps given up something good for one better; or that it's better for you but not for those around you; or that it was nice and pleasant at the time, but it's no longer so now.

  So many things change over years that go by--the biggest of them being your own damn self, and your loved ones; the people closest to you. Time and circumstances change things, and it hurts to say good bye to the things we've loved and cherished.

  The ironic thing is, as much as we hate it, it happens to everyone.

  Casting deep thoughts aside, I choose every day to make the best decisions I can without thinking for too long. A wrong decision made, if learned from, is better than no decision at all. And not a day goes by that it's not reflected in everything I touch.

  I have to admit though that at times I wish I could'ave been smarter or stronger. It's not just in the will or the mind; it's both. And still there are lacks, all because we are human and we didn't choose where we were born, and to whom.

  To sum up my rambling: the question is, do I have realistic ambitions when I yearn for the day that I can attain to a certain high standard of living. The answer is, circumstances are like boundaries. I can't cross them, but I can stretch them. It's possible, but it'll be gradual.